/ small boy♥

Revival

2010-10-26T21:08:00.003+08:00

Today's headline:
Dear bloggy,
Today, i had a great time at home. Why? cause all i did was eat and sleep. No school on tuesday for me=D This semester is going to be abit relaxing. I also had my favourite dish for dinner, fried meat with potato in soy sauce=D SUPERB!!

Few days ago, i went out with my gf to hunt for her gf's birthday gift. We met up at Redhill MRT and went off to GreatWorld City. After long hours of walk and talk, we ate dinner at nearby kopitiam=D I really enjoyed my time with you sugar=D
When you treat me that chicken cutlet, it meant alot to me=) Probably you are the only girl on earth who's dumb enough to stick with me=)Wait for me, a few more years baby..& i make sure you worthwhile=)

And so, i began blogging starting from today.

Project's development:
Dear Ilmi,
You have alot of bugs to fix and get your histogram working cause you need it to scan the pixels of the eyes. You have to come up with a new set of thermograph techniques as you current procedure is not very appropriate. You have to push more for panel 4,which is coming next week. Your software have to be more presentable, and so, start begin working on your splash screen.

Yours Sincerely,
Ilmi Wahab
Ilmi's Sub-Conscious

saya cinta kamu♥

2009-10-10T19:56:00.003+08:00

Hello world, hello deardear :)

Today was a great day! Cause i spent half the day with my baby!! :D yaye. Hehe. Im so obsessed over you luh :D Hope we'll get to spend more quality time together kay. Hahaha. Even though it was a really simple day, but you really made my day :) hoho.

YOU'RE THE BEEEEST BOYF IN THE WORLD MANZXZX :D and you mean the whole world to me :* (even though I always say ''you're so mean!'' and ''i hate you'' when you're irritating. hehe xD )
saya cinta kamu♥

Love,
Your girlf :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE :D

2009-08-27T18:24:00.004+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE, TODAY IS 27th AUGUST AND ITS MY VERY CUTE BOYFRIEND'S BIRTHDAY! :D
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to baby,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOOOOOOU :D

hehe, look at his dumb/spastic smile :D i like :D

& THIS. is the first photo we took tgt! :D

Dear baby,

Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN :D Hope to spend ALL your birthdays with you in the future! We'll be forever and ever and ever and ever and eveeeeeeeeeeeeer! hehe :D

Anw, Im really really sorry that I couldn't spend your birthday with you today because of my lessons. I feel so bad! D: Lets celebrate it another day kay, PROMISE :)

Hmm, and I know my O lvl is coming and I haven't been spending a lot of time with you lately. So! Thank you for being such an understanding boyfriend :) I really appreciate that! :D

The past 25 months spent with you was awesome, and I enjoy being with you wherever you go :D

YOU'RE THE BEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WHOLE WORLD/UNIVERSE!! :D I LOVEEEEEE YOU! :) MWAHHS :D

love,
DONGSHUEN :)
ps/ your cute girlfriend! :D
pss/ you stole my heart, so you'll have to keep it forever! :)

Merry Christmas Mr Lawrence

2009-07-25T16:28:00.005+08:00

MARCUS*EXPRESSION

NeWater Trip=D

Today is saturday!Woohooooo rest time!!
I have not been studying for these few days lately,despite knowing that exam is drawing near.
I have been thinking recently.

So let summarize my entire week!
Monday
Same old thing..go school,pretend to pay attention,go home and sleep..

Tuesday
Retook my IA exams..damn it was pretty easy,but still, i have lost the right to say such things.Man...Whats happening to me!

Wednesday
Same old thing,had MAMS prac in the morning and tan soon chiong actuators lesson..

Thursday
Went for that NeWater trip..LOL had fun with our class=D hope we have more of those outings!Kim chi missed his trip, cause he overslept=.= Geez,that guy need an alarm clock as his birthday present!*=x!*..After school,hung out with abel and marcus charn=.=

Friday
Marcus hob asked me, Why u look and sound so different today?Something happen to u ar?If i know the answer to that, i would probably run amok..So kimchi,marcus hob and marcus charn,sharun and me went to the library to relaxs and talk abt our life..We skipped MAMS lesson because we were hungry=.=Sorry Mr Thi han,hope u understand!After school,i saw Liying and jonathan! Haha im glad they are still happy people=DGuesse there are some things that nvr change at all.The whole episode ended just like that..

Saturday
Whole day at home=.= planned to study but in the end didn't study..Procrastination..What do i have to say?nothing much?OH yeah!! more photo will be uploaded soon! Recently i just lost my handphone data cable and i can't transfer pictures for the mean time=.=
So i was thinking....Am i ur bf?or i'm just there to exist?Don't tell me those sweet things,show me.Don't miao and think that everything going to be alrite..Am i inside ur schedule list?Am i inside ur plan?Am i inside ur head?Am i in ur heart?Don't keep saying yes and nothing will change..You change alot.The way u talk,the way u treat me and the way u change me too...You won't be happy reading this,so am i won't be happy typing this out..During those silent period, i came to realise that even my gf will turn her back on me when im alone..You said i can come talk to u,but whenever i tried to, u will either spit or just rub it on my face..During these darkest period in my life,i came upon an interesting discovery that god do actually exist..and he wants to show me true nature of mankind.What am i supppose to do?..i used to believe that u will show me the way and guide,but now..its all scattered..
Ilmi's Agenda
-Don't look back!
-Learn to control emotions!
-Be more mature
-Cannot cling onto things too much
-Learn to let go and just walk away

Ilmi's plan
-Clubbing
-Muay thai's trainning during holiday with Kimchi*Fight G!!*
-Overnight camp and class outing at East Coast Park!
-Meeting up with aloysius/edmund to go fishing!
-Trekking with salted fish,tiger han and parrot.
-Drink with Abel!

WONDER world

2009-07-21T00:46:00.002+08:00

Today is TERRIBLE!...
Reluctant to go school..OMFG....damn
Had IA in morning..and the same shiet..

After school went home..same OLD thing...
Sorry kim chi to disappoint u all the time..
But thanks for putting up with me=D u roxs man!

3 more weeks to final year paper..damn...
im not sure whether im ready for it..

Sorry baby for not picking up ur calls quite often,
i just feel that im changing too much..
damn..seriously,im really sorry...guilt too much..

Aching!

2009-07-14T19:25:00.004+08:00

Today was a fine day.Why?CAUSE its TUESDAY!!NO-SCHOOL DAY!
I woke up and played game and do my homework=.=
That's all i did for today!

Baby called me!She sounded so energetic as ever=D
and we planned to meet up on saturday=D
HeHe i got plans on my sleeve on sunday!MOVIE!!
That's all for today=D Keep updating my blog everyday!
you said i should'nt have met you..it makes me weep.My happiness is drained every single day..
you said go and burn your chest more..it means you doesn't care how much pain im in..

Study SPREE!

2009-07-14T10:38:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was great.Just like other normal day=D But i like it best!
After school,went to class rep meeting and met different kind of ppl there=D
Gosh how COOL!.
And so SHARUN and me took lots of sandwiches*CAUSE WE LIKE IT & ITS FREE*
The meeting ended and we went to meet up with UMANGA and KIM CHI!
Studied with them !*Oh yea BENJAMIN was there with us*.So after studying,we had our dinner at nearby kopitiam*Seriously i dunno what is it called* and chat till 10pm!Had great day with them=D

Today's featured Song!
Please don't leave me-pink

Da da da da,
da da da da
Da da da,
da da
Da da da
, da da
I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean itI mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da
Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da,
da daDa
da da da,
da da da
daDa
da da, da da
Please, please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)Baby please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to this
Please don't leave me
Baby, please, please don't leave me

Weaken

2009-07-12T11:40:00.003+08:00

WOHOOOOO! It the return of ILMI'S PRODIGY!Alright!

Today is sunday,i spent the entire day blogging.WTH?I know..&so exams are coming in 1 month time and i have to work even harder(CAUSE I FAILED MY IA!).Marcus called me out to study with him at Queensway MAC and we had nice chat.
You dissappoint me..
you said im being too paranoid..This is the first time u said that when i usually do that..
Maybe i no longer someone special to you.
Maybe im casted away.

Senseless world...

2008-12-14T11:36:00.002+08:00

LOL its in the morning =D
Nothing much today,i won't be blogging often...
I guesse...im alrite=)
HAHA so random rite....
Waiting for 2009 soon...
I remembered you first taught me to use conditioner...i din't wash it and i went jogging on it....LOL..You were happily giggling and laughing about my stupidity,but now,everything is gone....You stayed on cause of 16 month but not cause u love me?u used to tell me,stay cause u love me and not because u promised me...I changed alot to the better because of you,you showed me the way....now u wan a normal and simple relationship?Don't you love me the way i am?i constantly keep changing.....keep trying...keep hurting myself...its over isnt it?you dun have to tell me...i won't make u the bad person...

2008-12-13T23:26:00.006+08:00

Kaka: LOL!Why is body and feet so cold?
Ilmi: i duno....maybe is the wind?

Today is my LAST PAPER=D
That mean,HOLIDAY FOR ME!!!!
Damn,the last paper i made lots of mistakes,i might not bring miracle to my common test i guesse=(
&so we spent our last moment in school talking and chit chatting....
we?WHO?well they are Jason,Royston and me-.-
Usually hangout=)Cheeers=.=
We all emo over the matter we talked about=.=LOL...
& the day end just like that=D

Annnd so,i went back home and called baby,she said she goin outing with her RV friends at VIVO=)
HAhahaa guesse she had fun..

Darrel:So ilmi you going?
Ilmi: sorry man,i see about it,i busy..
Jason: Go lar ilmi,Dun Pang seh me go chalet alone leh...

Sorry darrel and jason=)Just got something on!
I promised my baby to buy her dinner and spend my time with her tonight=Di really wanted to spend sometime with her tonight..Bought a "im sorry" letter for her,for being mean during my exam period...and told her that i went for my friend chalet to give her a sense of disappointment and pop out infront of her house,isnt it sweet=D?But...after reading her blog,i kinda feel abit....hurt...QUITE...Whats the difference of having or not having a relationship u said?...haiz..

Talk to baby on the phone and msn=) we had a nice CHAT!!OMG OMG!!~Since a long time we had that nice chat..But i went to sleep early,cause im tired LOL=)
no..i dint go sleep...i was thinking about those sweet memories we had together..for 16 month....just gone like that?....

HAHA and i changed my phone,I HATE that new touch-screen phone system..sO HARD TO SMS or call=.=
see~Because my old phone consist of our memories and photos..tgt.....its hard to say to you "JUST DUN LEAVE ME!!!BABY I LOVE YOU IS JUST THAT I CANT SHOW..I DUNNO HOW TO SHOW...."but....ur heart seems that she doesnt want to go more than that....

you guys soon=D

Dumb DAY!

2008-12-11T19:35:00.003+08:00

Ilmi: GO and DIE!
Sweetheart: Fine....

Woke up in the morning,with heartache as an alarm clock.Thats alarming and it work better than ALARM clock! Bathed and got dress up and prepared for AEL common test.The paper kinda tough!She sms-ed me good luck for the test and kind of happy for me=Dso i went to eat at canteen 1 with royston and he ate same old thing,JAP CUISINE=.= JAB his face one day for eating too much of that! Sweetheart sms-ed me,she said: she going to greatworld with li xian to complete her work....I called her several time and i know she in the toilet most of the time,what's there to hide,if its library?She told me the truth.and i kinda hurt cause u starting to lie to me.....its hard for me to believe you now,i sound more like being a bad guy but i just worry that one day u leave me...Its always unfair to me,why can't u see the suffer i been through.......

&so i went home and sleep,woke up and blogged,nothing much..NEXT PAPER!ENGINEERING MATERIAL BABY!!~Wish me luck YEA!!

The truth

2008-12-07T17:47:00.002+08:00

Yo everyone,it since a long time i wrote at this dusty blog of mine.
Hmmm to those who still hoping that my blog is still alive, good NEWS is that, YES IT IS~WOO!

I bring lots of saddening news about myself.
Today,my BIOLOGICAL father visited me.
We had a chat about the truth and the past.
He said something that made my dreams and hopes came crashing down on my own world.
The truth,who i am, what i am, and what line i came from...

Common test is coming and im not focusing 100 percent on it,i don't feel like giving my best for now,alot of things have been tumbling out the rabbit hole.Today then i realised the depth of the rabbit hole. Its dark and scary...but eventually i know that i have to go through it,even at the cost of losing my sweetheart. I'm sorry sweetheart,i told you that you are going to go through alot with me, you said "YES" without thinking,and i know you going to need more time to think..

Regarding school life in poly,everything going well,have jason and royston as close friends not that bad afterall,except the fact that royston have new friend called " SHAWN" and i decided to give him a codename called JA18.Why JA18?Its your imagination for you to think!(=D).JA18 been catching alot of attention from royston and royston been talking abt him lately=.= GRRRRR,dumb ass royston!& i know u are READING THIS ALRITE!~

Thats all from Mr Ilmi Cute Wahab=D
Cute is my middle name YO~

2008-08-27T17:48:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST :D
this is your second birthday with me arnd alr! :D
hehhs.
hope you like the present i gave :D
wo ai ni :D

dongshuen :D

2008-08-24T22:24:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 13th month dearest♥

with lots and lots of love,
dongshuen :D

2008-07-24T19:16:00.003+08:00

happy one year anniversary baby! :D
thanks for everything you've done for me, much much appreciated
and you've been a damn nice boyfriend all these while :D
i love you! :D

2008-07-13T17:16:00.003+08:00

HI BABY :D
11 more days to our 1 year anniversay next thurs, & im super duper looking forward to it.
yayeeeeee :D
hehhs.
i love you lots luh :D

2008-06-24T21:02:00.001+08:00

happy 11th month anniversary baby :D
i love you many many :DDD

with lots of love,
dongshuen :D

2008-04-26T22:36:00.002+08:00

sweetheart, i miss you damn bad! D:
come back reaaaaaaaaaal fast from camp alrights. ):

2008-04-13T20:17:00.003+08:00

lovelovelovelovelove :D

you're jogging now and im spamming yr blog :D
hahas.
rmb dun overwork ah, and faster come back!
& hor, love, i wanna see you eeeeeeight time a week neh! =x
eeeeeyer.
hehhs, daaaar IMY luh.
& i love you alot alot alot alot alot :D
see you real soon alrights.

with lots of love,
dongshuen

POLY STARTIng

2008-04-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

YO YO!!
I went to MDE camp and it was totally fun..
Well,it goes like this....

First Day:
Everyone met each other in the sports hall...Everyone felt shy and hardly talk to each other..especially the girls,excluded GWEN-.-We had lots of fun together playing those activities and games...

Second Day:
Hmmm it became much more better,some laughter and some jokes...I made good friends and we played dirty games...basically its MUD!....During night fire,we danced and we are the CENTER of ATTRACTION =DDMOSCH MOSCH!!

Third Day:
I feel so sad that we have to go...but well,im tired...nid to rest too=)We cross path someday,i know it...

So after that camp,i went out with my deaaar!! She totally the loveeee!She pump my blood and 99.99 percent of my heart's content...i loveee u!

2008-03-24T19:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 8th MONTH DAAAAAAAAAR :D
& we're on our way to forever yo!
psssssst, im so in love with you :DDD

with love,
dongshuen(:

2008-03-22T20:30:00.004+08:00

2 more days to 8th month yo! :DDDDD
i love my boyfriend.

with love,
dongshuen(:

2008-03-15T14:04:00.000+08:00

psssssst, SWEETHEART.
you're the bestest bestest bestest boyfriend in the world alr okay :DDDDD
i dun need a guy that can buy me everything in the world, i just need you.
cos you're everything to me<3333333
i love you lots, and lots, and looooooooooots okay. :DDDD
mwaaaaaahhs! xDxD

with love,
dongshuen(:

What hurt the most..

2008-03-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

Yo=D
Today is friday=)
I went to funan mall to support Peng Chin.
He got ROBO grand prix competition=D
Soo damn cool lar!

Haha i want to contribute to his robo!
While watching those robo racing....
My mind flash lots of things....
&its all about you...
I have not been a good boyfriend...
I'm sorry that i can't give u what u want...
I'm sorry that im not ur ideal BF..

I am not shuai..i know..
I am not rich...i seriously know that..
You could easily get a guy who can give u anything u wan...i know that fact too...
....but what hurts the most,is you letting me walk away.....

Vindicated

2008-03-13T21:21:00.000+08:00

Yo=D
How are you guys doing today?
Fine?
Well,let's start off about my day today...

As usual...rotting and waiting to die at home...
Waiting for Poly intake....
WTF...time move realli realli fast...
i dunno whether im ready to live in this new environment...
i hope the environment will be nice...
No more RYAN and goddamn sissy small friends...
Why you ask?CAuse they are bunch of power hunger bastards....
Well,u know it soon enough if u befriend them..

For yesterday,i went out with my dear...
We walked around in Boon Lay...
Took 198 bus and it reminded me of my past...
Haha i just lovee those days with her...
cause its just me and her....

Deep inside...i dun realli know im ready for poly...i hope i am...
Shiet......Im afraid of getting those F*** up friend....
Hmmmm...i dun noe.....i dun care...

As you can realise,there were lots of dots in my previous paragraph.
Me myself dun even know why..-,-So Dun ask me why..

Pool-ing day=D

2008-02-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Label of the day: Your love one will leave you someday,accept it or not,its up to you.

Hey Hey=)

I'm writing on the bloggy again=)

Hmmmm,kinda boring day everyday...

So seriously no point updating everyday=,=

Movie of the day

Comment: Fucking shiet Sri Lanka Pros??....Don't even try to hook me cause....u guys are UGLY SHIET.....

saturday,February 09,2008
Haiz so sian.....Went out with ellison and Peng Chin..
Talk and talk and talk and go out eat dinner...
Then i started to miss her.....
Then a group of girls in Tiong Bahru park keep looking at our direction-.-
Ellison said that they know me or something...
And i said no....
WOW,one of them quite CHIO siaaa=)
But still....

Happy Chinese New Year

2008-02-07T16:15:00.000+08:00

Label of the Day: Crawl your way to the top,die trying or die watching..

Well,today is Chinese New Year=D YAyeeeeeee

But im rotting at home....

Oh well......

Movie of the Day

Comment: Niceeeee,Ayumi my Fav=D YAyeeee!

Thursday,February 07,2008

Today,is a very boring day....

I rotted at home...
No one to talk to...
And feel sooooooooo lonely....
Damn......Yesterday talked to my dear on the phone...
Somehow,the conversation ended with sadness...
I'm neglected,punched,kicked and slapped,Why can't you just understand me?
I done so many thing to gain your attention...so that u look at me...
I know you are busy....but still....i want you to look at me..
I smiled and said "its okie" but its not...
When you told me to stop joking...It makes me feel that you don't want me to get your attention...I feel like fading away from my body,it feels so cold...
I might as well disappear..

Well,sorry ellison for disappointing u....
Haiz......Once poly start,my chapter begins...
New life,New friends,New expectation and New CCA=D
The past,i shall bury it deep down and never look at it again....
haiz...

Ilmi's Fear..

2008-02-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

Label of the Day:An Apple a day keep your ass away from the doctor..

Hellooo Everyone!

Bastard and bitches out there,never ever act big,cause for all you know,you might get slap by harsh reality...

Movie of the Day

Comment:Woah...I wanna join and be in Singapore team! HELL YEA!

Wednesday,February 06,2008

Im rotting at home...Nothing to write...
I find something suspicious...
i want to find out.....
Don't let dayne prove me wrong...
Please...

Damned Ilmi?

2008-02-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

Label of the Day: Fcuk those proud and spoilt rich kids in SINGAPORE..

Hellooooo everyone=)
Im back again=)
Is the blog's skin nice?
I find it cute=)
Sound gay i know,but you are the gay reading my archieve...
This is to everyone in the freaking earth,
STOP MAKING SELF-CENTERED and SELFISH COMMENTS about others,
IT DOESNT PAY OR HURT saying something good or compliment others..
THIS is more to PROUD RICH SPOILT SON OF THE BITCH OUT THERE IN THE WORLD..

Movie of the Day

Comment:Well,You guys are bunch of gays....i can take you guys on...Totally gay...just like pussy fights...-,-How i wish it was me who was beaten up like that...cause i can break every single bones of them...

Saturday,February 02 2008

Today was a boring day for me..I rotted at home..and my rotting process was disturbed by my neighbour..
Then we hang out for a while outside his house,he played guitar and i emo-ed=.=HE played guitar quite terrible=.=
Then i told him that i gotta to go ikea and we part ways...
In ikea,i met aloysius,hes working there i guesse=)
After that,i went around queenstown area to stalk my dear...
*I thought i can meet you at ikea and queenstown-,-i guesse stalking process failed this time=(*

Bad!

2008-01-13T17:45:00.000+08:00

Hello BITCHES and BASTARDS out there:)
Let me tell you my damned life story for today:)
So whether u wanna listen or not,its your goddamn problem..

Today,i woke up,and called my dear.
Talk for a while just to check how's she doing..
Had my breakfast and skipped my lunch...=.=
But i still had my supper=D

I watched my ah ma walking aimlessly at the living hall...
She look at the gate,hoping for something to do ..
She has been like that since the day the TV broke down=.=
I went to check the TV and i fixed it=D

My ah ma was VERY HAPPY cause TV was her only bestfriend=.=
She gave me 10 Dollar and said its her gratitude=.=
i rejected it and she forced me=.=
-,- Okie,im a bad and evil,i should instead let her die and rot there=.=
dunno why i went help her=.=

She gave me lots and lots of praises,saying that im the smartest among the other brothers=.=
Thats TRUE,100% true...
Well,I felt kinda happy to see the smile at her face watching TV-,-

Okay,for ALL BITCHES and BASTARDS out there,
Don't F***ing disturb my life cause im BAD!~
and HER FRIEND SAID SO...=.=
Damn...i dunno,which part of me is bad=.=
Okie i noe,FLIRT?OMG-.-
Flirt huh?i would have done that long time ago if i want to=.=
Truth is always blinded by jealousy=(

Anyway,I went out with my dear at 7pm yesterday!=D
Wow,so damn dark and quiet=D hehehe
Well,we went to plaza sing and to tiong-,-
We wasted lots of time together in the bus ride=D
and i love her luh..

And oh YEA!Tuesday im working as data entry clerk=)
I hope the working environment there is many many time better than my previous job=.=
Well,have to work my ass off=.= CAUSE VALENTINE is coming soon and as well as her birthday=D

Valentine=D.....

Another F*** up day..

2008-01-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

Today,i woke up with a damn bad dream..
I dreamt about chevy's mom..
She talked about marriage between me and chevy...
I don't know but i ran away,and i woke up with sweats...

Early morning,i brushed my teeth and sprang onto my computer..
I had FROTIES FLAKE for breakfast,began to wonder to blank spaces..
I also started to miss her,but probably she dun give a F*** about it..
I just sat down and tears began to flow....

Afternoon,I went out with Aloysius and Peng Chin to go back to school and celebrate Aloy's birthday...I don't realli want to go back to school,cause i want to avoid her...
Probably she dun even want to look at me..
As right as i think,i met her at DAWSON,and we went past through each other like total STRANGER.....Im quite sad deep inside,but i think she don't realli care..
Waited for DYON and ELLISON in the school,while waiting,i sat and emo-ed....

Evening,We ate our dinner as a form of celebration in RABBIT RESTAURANT,Ellison ordered BUDDHA jump over the wall and i ordered fried rice with abalone...After dinner,we walk to esplanade and there are 2 girls sitting by the lakeside...

2girls:HELLO!

Ilmi:Hello!

1 of the girls:Good day=D

Ilmi and the rest:GOOD DAY TO YOU TOO=D

1 of the girl looked at me and said: I LOVE YOU=D

Ilmi:ME TOO=D

Im kinda sad.....it turns out to be a stranger who said those "LOVE YOU" words to me...not you....We played pool in SAFRA till 11pm+ and reached home,quickly online,to talk to her...but seriously...we were total stranger.....

Lost MONSTER!

2008-01-11T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hellooo new bloggy=D
I created a new blog =D
Don't really know why,but i kinda dun give a damn about it..

Today,January 10 2008,alot of things happen recently.
Bad things happen to me,and nothing good come to me..
I was refered to a company to work as a data entry,6 dollar per hours=D
Not bad,i like the pay,but i dunno the ppl there...
I hope they are nice...

I went out with my brother to the NTUC,to buy fooooood=D
He told me that our parents used to be very loving,
Love too much will bound to hate too much as well...
Thats what he told me.....

I feel that what he told me is kinda true...Loving someone too much,and if something happen,will bound to hate that person too much as well....So i went for a jog after accompanying him....

Aloy Asked me out for his birthday dinner,and he told me that he got a job at ikea..
WTF,he does not even tell me anything about it...
He love to keep good deals all by himself...
Thats what i hate about him....Self-centered selfish bastard...

Peng Chin changed alot.....He's kinda more like keeping quiet with me now and then...
WTF....I need someone to talk to,and so i thought of talking to my dear...
I thought that she will comfort me,but no......
In fact,she made me feel guilty...
She said i am over sensitive....

Afterall,her friends said im BAD....
I think she's getting sick of me...
I hate everyone FAKE smile...
Everyone is changing....Everything..

HATE ME MORE THEN!
HAHA!~
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